I'm not wearing panties you Sister fucking Bastard
10-08-2014, 10:04 PM
"Now you know what will happen if you ever do it for real then."
"That wasn't necessary, JT." Eli dropped down beside me and pulled on my arm. "You okay?"
"Yeah, contrary to what you'd think, JT kinda hits like a girl." I smiled up at my little brother.
"You sure you're okay?"
"Mhm." I sat up and smiled at the other two. "So who's going to lose next? Am I going to knock you out in order of increasing age?"
Sure enough JT went out next, leaving Alex and I about even in chips. "So where did you learn to play?" Eli and JT had wandered off to take showers and we were alone.
"Dad taught me a long time ago all the basics, but Drew and I used to play for extra cash." He tossed in about five pebbles and leveled his gaze with mine. It was dark and we had the lamp out which cast shadows on his face.
"I don't like playing in the dark. I can't see if you're bluffing."
"Please, I have a fantastic poker face." He cracked a grin.
"No you don't. How do you think I've won so many times? I can read all three of you like looking at myself in a mirror." I decided to chance it and tossed in five to match him before calling. He had four of a kind and I had three.
He started dealing out the next hand. "You are aware that if you ever do play the strip version of this game, it won't be JT's girl swings that paddle your ass. In fact, I'd be even inclined to buy a sturdy wooden board to get the point across."
I smiled despite the threat. "I'm not going to do that, but thanks for the heads up."
"I know you are. I'm just not scared of you. Plus, I don't intend to play strip poker. I don't like the idea of so many people seeing me naked."
"I don't like the idea of anyone seeing you naked. Not even yourself."
I laughed at his serious expression. "Now you're just being ridiculous."
"I'm not. You're my baby sister. I want you to stay under that status. Not mother of someone else's baby sister. Or some man's girlfriend who gives him sex."
I wrinkled my nose. "Those statuses don't seem so very glamorous. I'll be the loving girlfriend who waits or the loving wife who's open to suggestion." I laughed at my add on.
"That's not funny." He just stared at me, waiting for me to place a bet.
"I think it's funny. And true."
"Way too much information, Holly. Play already."
It was hot during the night. Normally it was kind of cool during the night, but not this night. I sighed and sat up to unzip my sleeping bag. "What are you doing?" I jumped at Alex's voice. I thought he had fallen asleep already.
"It's hot. I'm not sleeping in this thing." I finally got out from the thing and Alex sat up beside me to do the same.
"It is unusually hot. I was just too lazy to ask you to move so I could get out." He lay back down and I curled back into his side, the lack of padding in between us a little odd at first. "That's a whole lot better."
I wasn't for sure if he meant the cooler air or lack of sleeping bags between us, so I didn't say anything. I let my eyes stare into the darkness, trying to make out where the side of the tent was. Alex's thumb rubbed on my hip and I scooted closer to him, moving a leg over his. The melancholy part of my brain told me this is what I'd always wanted with a guy—just someone to hold me and make me feel loved and cherished.
"Eli heard what you said last night." Alex's hand paused a second.
"What did he say?"
"That he was sorry if he ever made me feel uncomfortable, which I told him he didn't. And then he said something about how you were right about things not being so clear in the mornings."
"I see." He let his hand drop to lay on my sleeping bag behind me. It was nice to feel cool air where his warm arm had been, but it soon irked me at the difference—a side-effect of my strange OCD.
I pulled his arm back and held it there. "Alex, I want someone to love me."
"We all three love you, Holly."
"That's not what I mean. I need someone to love me in a different way and not make all these stupid rules for me." I felt a tear roll down my face and hope he wouldn't feel it through his shirt.
He didn't say anything for a long time and I thought maybe he'd fallen asleep. "Sex won't give you love. I promise. I know."
I let go of his arm and pulled away to lay with my back to him. "I didn't say anything about sex."
He pulled me back against him like he'd done the previous night. "I just want to make sure you know that. Giving out your virginity to a guy will seem special to you, but to him you'll most likely just be a conquest."
"I don't want to talk anymore."
"I love you." He hugged me closer but I didn't respond and closed my eyes to try to sleep.
"He's lonely," I observed to Eli the next day as we sat on a wooden dock and let our feet graze the water. JT and Alex had gone down to pay for the days we'd already stayed, so it was just him and me.
"I think we're all lonely. At least, I tell myself that's why JT sleeps around like a common whore." He picked up my hand and turned the ring around that I'd had since I was little. I'd gotten it when I was seven and now it only fit my pinky. "I picked this out."
"I didn't know that."
"I was five and Mom took us all out to pick you out something for your birthday. She seemed surprised when I picked it. But it has dolphins on it and you'd told me it was your favorite animal."
I smiled at the thought as he curled my hand in his and looked out over the water. "You're so sweet, Eli."
"I used to like being called that. You know, until every girl used that line when turning me down."
"Well, you're nice on the eyes, too. And smart. Would you like me to say those more instead?"
A small smile went across his face. "Yes and that will help calm Alex so much."
"Even more reason to. I live to get under his and JT's skin. Otherwise life would be too boring."
"Man I'm happy I'm the nice brother. I don't think I could handle putting up with you bothering me purposely all the time."
"Eh. I think they secretly enjoy it. They feel needed when they're punishing and lecturing me." I pulled his hand over into my lap and pressed mine to his, seeing the difference in size. "I don't want to be with Michael."
"Did he try something?"
"No. He was the perfect gentleman. I just... I don't know. I have this idea of the guy I want, and he's just not it."
"What's your idea of the guy you want?"
"Just... Smart in a way, strong for that whole protector thing, loving and willing to just hold me when I need it, and..." I blushed. "Never mind. There are some things I really just shouldn't tell you." Never mind the fact that I just described any of the three men in my life.
"Eli! Holly! Come on!" Alex yelled out the window of the truck. They said they would give us a ride back, so Eli and I scrambled up and climbed into the back of the truck.
"Oh my God," I backed out of the shower as the two inch spider lowered itself from the ceiling. I still had conditioner in my hair, but I didn't care. "Alex!" My voice hitched up in panic as it touched the ground and started running for me. I screamed and pushed out of the curtained stall, grabbing the towel out of his arms and hurriedly wrapping it around me. "Kill it. Kill it right now!" I stared at the creature on the floor and felt relief rush through me at the crunch it made when Alex stepped on it. "Thank you." I stepped around it and back into the stall, handing out the towel again. "Just another second, I have to wash the conditioner out."
I shut the water off and proceeded like always and we left the shower without another incident a couple minutes later. "Maybe it came out because it's night," I pondered aloud as we walked back to the fire. It was late and Eli looked like he was about to doze off. JT blew on the marshmallow he'd just caught on fire and looked over at Eli. "Don't you dare do anything to him."
JT jerked his head around to us and he grinned at me. "I wouldn't dream of it."
"I think I'm going to go to sleep," Eli mumbled and got up, walking over to me and giving me a hug before going to the tent.
"What was that scream for?" JT asked after I'd hung up my towel to dry.
"Holly was being chased by a spider."
"It was giant and squishy. It literally made noise when he stomped on it."
JT looked at his brother. "She actually made you go in and kill it?"
"More like it followed her out." Alex kept his gaze on the fire and I watched JT as he slid his gaze back to me.
"I should have put a spider on you instead of cutting your hair."
"Don't make her paranoid, JT. You know that would require you to actually touch it, and you don't like them either."
I smiled as Alex scolded JT. "Shut up, Holly." He stood up and ran a hand through his hair. "I'm going to sleep, too. And yes, I'll be nice to the kid. Goodnight." He patted me on the head as he passed me.
"Want to put out the fire and go to sleep, too?" I asked Alex as I picked up my brush and started pulling the tangles out.
"Are you tired?" He watched the brush move down my hair.
"Kinda. After I brush my hair and sit still for a while, I'm sure I'll fall asleep."
"Then I'll put the fire out after you get done." He picked up the metal stick JT had set down and stabbed a marshmallow on it. He turned it over and over, letting the fire barely lick it. When he was finally satisfied with it, he pulled it out of the fire and it was a golden brown and sliding down the stick slowly. I sat my brush down and watched him as he ate the sticky mess.
"You have..." I tried my best not to laugh and got up to stand in front of him. I wiped at the skin above his lip that his tongue apparently couldn't reach. "There. Now, clean your sticky fingers so we can go to sleep." I squeezed my eyes shut at my words and turned to fill dirt in the bucket we had to put out the fire.
"I know how to solve our problems." I jerked down on Alex's shirt collar so that we were face to face. "I can fuck you and then you don't have to worry about me getting hurt and we'll both stop being lonely." I pressed my mouth to his and felt one of his hands move down to maul my breast while the other held my neck.
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I jerked awake panting, thinking what the hell. A squeeze to my boob had me realizing Alex had it in his grasp in his sleep. His head was pressed against the back of my neck, and my rational mind told me this was why I'd been dreaming what I had. "Shit," I whispered.
Alex gave a low moan in his sleep, shifting his hips and tightening his hand on my boob again. I closed my eyes again, trying to figure out if I could peel his hand off without waking him up and causing an awkward moment. I cautiously put my hand around his and tried to curl my fingers under his. He shifted again, pressing a leg in between mine and pulling me closer via the hand on my chest. I took a deep breath, told myself it was Alex, and tried to remove his hand again.
This time I was successful and was starting to smile as I laid his arm on my hip, when it pulled out of my grip. "Oh shit. I'm sorry, Holly." He pulled back from me and I didn't say anything. "Holly?" he whispered hesitantly.
"It's fine, Alex." I held out a hand behind me and it was a few seconds until he placed his hand in it, allowing me to pull his arm back around me. "Go back to sleep."
"I didn't mean to."
"I know. It's okay. Really, Alex." His arm seemed to relax around me, but he didn't touch me anywhere else. I scooted back until I could feel his chest against my back again and rubbed his hand. "Don't act weird about it and it'll be okay." He hugged me and I felt his breathing even out behind me, but found it impossible to do the same.
"You're an idiot," I said to myself and rubbed a hand down my face.
"I'm sorry." I jumped at his voice and held onto his arm as he started to roll away.
"I wasn't talking to you. I thought you were asleep. Go to sleep."
"You're insulting yourself instead of sleeping. Should I be worried?"
"Probably. Just go back to sleep."
"What's wrong?" I felt him prop himself up on his elbow to look down at me.
"Just an odd dream is all."
"Want to talk about it?"
I gave a half laugh. "No, I really really do not want to talk about it."
"Well I'm here if you need anything, Holls." He kissed the side of my head and lay back down. I made myself go to sleep this time, not wanting to talk to him anymore.
"Are you two getting up any time soon?" I heard JT's voice break into my sleeping mind.
"Go away," I groaned out and pressed my face into my pillow more to block out the lightness I was now aware of behind my eyelids.
"Now I really don't want to." I heard him unzipping the 'door'. "Hey Eli, bring me my phone."
Alex pulled away from me at that and I noticed his leg had found its way in between mine again. "JT, do you really want to pick on someone bigger than you?"
A smile came to my face at Alex's irritated tone and the silence it was met with. "I like the way this is going. JT, keep being yourself so that Eli and I can see you bested."
"That spider idea is sounding really nice, Holly."
"JT, get out of our tent," Alex demanded and a few seconds later the zipper sounded again.
"I might just kiss your ass from now on if you'll keep him in line."
Alex lay down behind me again and I turned in his arms to press my face against his chest to block out the light. "I'm not going to be your body guard."
"I'll love you forever."
"You better love me forever regardless."
"Fine, be that way." I leaned up and licked his neck before rolling away and going to crawl out of the tent.
"Did you just lick me?"
"Possibly. Have a nice sleep." I went to unzip the tent, but he pulled me back and rolled over on top of me to hold me down as he licked up the side of my face. I left my mouth open, appalled, and stared at him.
He just grinned down at me. "There's a reason JT doesn't mess with me, Holly. I'm the oldest. I'll best you at everything."
"Your slobber... It's... It's on my face."
"Yes it is. Anymore clarification?"
"Get it off me." I scrunched up my face as I could feel it getting cold on my face.
"Nah. I think I'll hold you here until it dries." I made my best about to cry face, but he shook his head. "You know that fake crying crap doesn't work on me, Holly."
"Actually it does. I've done it quite frequently over the years."
"Now I'm really not wiping it off."
"Please, Alex?" I tried to lean up to wipe my face on his shirt, but he held himself back. "You're a jerk. Come on. Please? I only licked a small spot, on a place most commonly licked. You licked up my entire cheek. That's not fair."
"If you think about it, your face is a commonly licked place. You lick your mouth."
"But not my cheek." He didn't say anything back, just kept holding me down and smiling at my cheek, waiting for it to dry. "Fine." I squirmed and his eyes widened right before I bucked up with enough force to roll us over. "Be nice and stay?" I pulled his shirt up to wipe my face, sitting on top of him.
"You're adorable in the morning. Your hair is all crazy and your eyes are a slightly brighter green." I dropped his shirt to look at him, tugging it down to cover the expanse of skin that had been uncovered.
I tilted my head and studied him. "You know, your eyes are a little brighter, too. Which is odd, because you don't really think of brown eyes being bright, but hey." He smiled at me and I felt him tug my shirt down from the back. "Your hair kinda looks like sex hair, too."
"Maybe that's why JT looks at me funny when he sees me in the mornings."
"Ooo my brother sneaks girls over in the middle of the night. Who knew we had to keep an eye on you?"
He reached a hand up to mess with my hair, but I leaned back to avoid it. His muscles tightened and he pulled me back upright. "The girl I like isn't in to being used like that."
"Is she a nun?" I asked sympathetically.
He laughed. "No, Holly, she's not a nun. Why would you ask me that?"
"Well. You're not stupid, ugly, or mean. You're responsible and loving and so obviously not a player. Why wouldn't she want a sexual relationship with you?"
"That's not all sex is about."
"Well how could she not love you? You're just all wrapped up in lovableness."
"That's not a word, and people don't always see the same types of love as the other person."
I frowned. "Are you stuck in the friend zone, Alex? Is that what it is?"
"No." He had an amused smile on his face.
"Then I just don't get what the problem is."
"Good, I don't want you to."
"If you're allowed to stick your nose in my sexual business, then I am allowed to help you with yours."
Alex ran a hand down his face. "Holly get off of me."
"Not until we get this figured out and I can help you get this girl wrapped around your finger."
"I can move you myself."
"But you won't because I can help and you want my help. Come on."
He took my hands into his. "Look, she and I just can't happen, okay? I came to terms with it already."
"Is she married? Is she underage?"
"No to both. She's beautiful and young, but of age."
"Alex," I sighed, "Just tell me who it is and I'll talk you up to her."
"I can't, and besides that, having my little sister talk me up to a woman isn't going to help me any. If anything, it would embarrass me. Keep that in mind for Eli."
"Look, Mister." I leaned over and braced my hands beside his head. "I'm trying to help you. Tell me who it is so I can make you happy and get you off my back long enough to find someone for me."
He lifted his head, but I didn't move back, wanting him to know I was serious. I wasn't ready for his hand behind my head that pushed me close enough that my lips met his. I tried pushing up, but he put an arm around my waist and held my head to his. His tongue pressed into my mouth and I protested, but it sounded like a bunch of unintelligible noises. Giving up, I closed my eyes and waited for him to finish kissing me. A couple seconds later he moved his head back and let both arms hold my waist against him.
"Alex, what the heck was that?" I frantically searched his face and tried to push up again.
"There's your answer." He kept his hold on me. "I'm not asking you to return the feelings, but please do not go telling your brothers about this."
"I won't. Let me up." He released me and I rolled off him.
"I won't do it again." I didn't say anything back as I crawled out of the tent and looked over at Eli and JT sitting at the table eating cereal like everything was normal.
"What's up?" Eli asked as I sat down and JT looked up at me. His eyes trained on my face and I looked down at the table.
"Nothing. I'm hungry."
"Have you ever had a dream about someone you really shouldn't dream about?" I asked Eli. We were swinging on the swing set and the other two were attempting fishing.
"Like who? A best friend's girl or like another guy?"
"Either. Just someone you shouldn't be thinking like that about."
"Sure. Tons of times. Why?"
"How do you make sure they don't come back?"
Eli jumped out of his swing and sat in front of me a ways away so he could see me, but not get kicked. "Who did you dream about?"
"I can't tell you that."
"Sure you can. We tell each other everything. I'm like a gay best friend as far as you're concerned."
I cracked a smile at that. "I really can't, Eli. I'm sorry."
"So then I'll guess. Was it Amy?"
I laughed and leaned back to look at the world upside down, my hair brushing the ground. "There's no way in hell I'd have a dream about a girl."
"So then was it that guy she likes?"
"Nah. I have higher standards. No offense to her, and he makes a great friend."
"Was it me?"
I sat up and my vision went fuzzy. "What the hell?"
"Well, I had to ask. My ego always likes a little boost."
"No. It was not you, Eli. Jesus..."
"What about the other two?"
"Alex and JT. Was it one of them?"
"What is with you and the incest?" I slowed the swing and jumped a couple feet away from him.
"Well, you asked a strange question. I want to know who it is, so I'm going to throw out anything that fits under the category." I plopped down in front of him. "So... Was it one of them?"
"I'm not dignifying that with an answer." I dropped onto my back and looked up at the clouds.
"Oh man... It wasn't Drew. Tell me it wasn't Drew."
I laughed and looked at Eli as he held onto my knees and looked at me over them. "No. Although he has an incredible body, it was not Drew."
"Good." He sat back down and propped his chin on my knee. "Give me a hint?"
"I'm not telling you anything. Even if you guessed right I wouldn't tell you."
"You could've told me that before I started guessing!"
"I did. I told you I couldn't tell you."
"Why can't you?"
"They asked me not to say anything happened between us and having dreams about them would be a huge red flag."
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He pondered over that for a while, watching my face. "I'm just going to think it's me and go on with my life."
"How does that not disgust you?" I returned my gaze to the sky.
"You're pretty. We have a very unconventional family. It happens."
"Holly! Eli! We're heading back! Alex and I caught big fish to cook!" Both of our heads popped up to see Alex carrying the fish and JT starting the truck.
"Does it taste bad?" Alex asked as I dipped my fish in ketchup for the fifteenth time without taking a bite.
"No, I'm just not all that hungry." I sat it down on my plate and took a drink of my water.
"You haven't eaten much all day," JT pointed out, watching me with a worried look in his eye.
"Are you feeling okay?" Eli asked from beside me, bumping his shoulder into mine.
"I'm fine. I just haven't been all that hungry today. I'm still kinda tired, though. I think I'm gonna go take a nap. Wake me up in about an hour, please?" I didn't wait for them to reply and got up.
I was shaken gently and I slowly opened my eyes to JT straddling me. "What are you doing?"
"You said to wake you up in about an hour. This is your wake up call." He grinned at me and my eyes caught on his piercings. I reached up a hand to touch them and he caught my wrist. "What?"
"Did they hurt?" He let go of my hand, knowing what I was talking about, and I lightly poked at them.
"Not really. I was told once they're not as bad as getting your nose pierced. Not that I have anything to go by." I smiled as he talked around my poking.
"What time is it?"
"Eight thirty-nine." He told me without looking at his watch.
"How do you know?"
"I don't. But you came in here at seven thirty-nine and Alex told me to come get you now that your hour is up, so it's my guess."
"You're silly." I pushed up onto my elbows, but he didn't move. "We staying in here for a while?"
"Depends, you promise to never play strip poker?"
"Not once I'm married. How else am I to keep my marriage fun?"
He tilted his head and I knew it was because he never thought about marriage. Why would he when he never had relationships that lasted longer than regular fucks for a couple of weeks. "I still don't want you doing that then."
"Well, you'll be in luck. He'll spank me afterwards and you won't even have to punish me." I lay back and smiled at the tent ceiling from my joke.
"He won't make it hurt."
"He'll try just like you do."
"What? Is your ass so big you can't feel anything? I'll settle for the backs of your thighs."
I looked at him. "Did you just call my butt big?" He didn't reply, just met my gaze. "I work hard to keep that thing toned, don't call it fat." I frowned. "And don't look at my ass."
He just looked at me a few more seconds. "That's what you got out of that. Really. And you three wonder why I recycle my girls daily. If I put up with a specific girl's single mindedness for too long I'd shoot myself."
"So how come you haven't?"
"Well, you just said I was single-minded and you put up with me. So how come you haven't shot yourself from it?"
He rolled his eyes and started to get off me, but I pulled on his shirt to keep him in the tent. I immediately let go when he looked at my hand as I remembered my dream. "I just pick on you to stay sane. Eli is for fun."
"You should be nice to Eli."
"Or what? You may be his older sister, but you're still the little sister here."
I frowned at him. "I'll ask to sleep with him instead and you can put up with Alex's cuddling."
"Alex won't let you sleep in the same tent as Eli." His reply was automatic as if he was explaining something.
"Sure he will. Roll off and I'll show you." JT did as I said and I crawled out of the tent. Alex was setting up a fire and Eli was watching. I walked up behind Eli and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him to sit back in his chair and rested my cheek on his head. "Alex, I dreamed JT was torturing Eli last night. Do you mind if just for tonight I share with him?"
Alex stood up from his crouch. "You can stay with JT."
"But he was the one doing the torturing." I lifted my head and brought one of my hands up to brush through Eli's hair. "Come on, don't you want to protect the youngest two from the demon child?"
"I haven't done anything to him all week aside from the marker. Chill out, Holly." I threw a dark look beside me as JT sat down in the next chair.
"You can stay with JT or with me. Those are your options."
I looked back at Alex, but he didn't have any expression. "Why?" He blinked but said nothing. "Why, Alex?"
"You two are too young to—"
"First you say we're too old to be sharing a bed, now we're too young for something? You really should stick with an adjective."
He kept his face clear but the slight tightening of his hand told me I was annoying him with my attitude. "I don't want to hear JT snore."
"I don't snore," JT dismissed, slumping in his chair and closing his eyes. Eli snorted and he looked over at him. "Got something to say, squirt?"
I stepped in between the two chairs. "Leave Eli alone. You snore. It's not something new. Your girls have told me this."
"Well Alex talks in his sleep. I don't want to sleep next to him either."
"Alex doesn't sleep talk."
"I used to have conversations with him when I was little. He talks; trust me, Holly."
I looked over at Alex who was looking at JT and doing the hand tightening thing again. "Do you just... start talking to him and he replies?" Alex moved his eyes to mine, flickering to Eli for a brief second.
"That's the general idea. It was amazing the things I found out about him. Too bad Mom never believed anything I found out."
"JT, shut up." He looked at his younger brother and JT opened his eyes to look at him.
"Did you guys ever hear about him making out with our cousin Bianca? She apparently asked him to teach her to kiss." JT wasn't smiling and I felt Eli shift beside me in the awkward moment that occurred right after he stopped talking.
"It's not nice to deliberately try to hurt him, JT." I looked down at Eli who was looking at my hand on his chair. "He's given you everything."
"I don't need your advice, Eli. Grow a pair and I might consider the things you say."
"What is your problem?" I turned my back to the other two and looked JT in the face. "You know what? Don't say anything." I took his arm from his lap. "Get your ass up and walk with me." He didn't make any move to disobey my request and walked behind me as we started on the rocky road. "What the hell is your problem? Eli is right; he's given up everything for us and the least you could be is grateful. You're acting like a child right now."
"What? Like you always do? I wasn't aware it was only your privilege." His footsteps stopped when I did and I turned around to look at him. "What did he do?" he asked as soon as I looked at him.
"He took us in when we—"
"That is not what I'm talking about, Holly Elizabeth." He jerked me forward and pulled down the collar of my shirt, checking both shoulders. "What did you two do this morning?"
"I don't know what you mean." I slapped at his hand as he started to pull the front of my collar down more.
"You know exactly what I mean." He took my wrists in his hands. "What did he try?"
"JT, stop." I tried twisting my wrists away, but he shook me, pinning my arms to my sides.
"I knew about it for a couple months, but he's acting differently today. Tell me what he did, Holly."
"It's none of your business."
He searched my eyes in the dim lighting. "You wanted it."
I jerked my hands away from him and pushed his chest. "Don't be gross."
He caught my hands as they pulled back and pulled me to him. "I always thought it would be Eli just like Alex."
My breath caught. "What is with you guys this week? Just leave me alone, JT. Nothing happened and you're making me uncomfortable."
His eyes flickered down to my hands in his. "You're not moving away."
I went to pull my hands back, but he pulled me closer and dropped them as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "JT, don't." I put my arms between us and pushed on him. I closed my eyes as he tightened his arms and dropped his head down to mine. I felt his breath and pushed on him again.
"It's not any of your business, JT. You're not going to intimidate me into breaking a promise."
"He told you not to tell. Lovely."
"He asked me not to tell."
"Hmm." I felt him press his cheek against mine and whisper into my ear, "So if it's not a big deal, you won't mind letting me do the same."
"JT, stop." I opened my eyes and took his chin in my hand to push it away from my face. "Let go of me. Nothing will ever happen between me and any of you three." I reached my other hand down and peeled one of his arms from me. He got the hint and let go. "Now, can you control yourself and be nice to our brothers?"
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"As long as they keep their hands off of you."
"Double standard much?" I walked past him and towards the camp site. I caught the movement of Alex and Eli's heads turning back towards the fire despite being pretty far away.
"Did you say something to JT?" Alex asked me a couple minutes after we had lain down. I was turned away from him and he was lying on his back.
"No." I was back to not being able to sleep because of the awkwardness and wished I wasn't in this situation.
"Are you mad at me?"
"Alex, I want to sleep." I yawned for emphasis and he was quiet for a minute.
I groaned, knowing he was wallowing in self-hatred. "Alex." I sat up and turned to face him.
"You can go to sleep—I just wanted you to know I was sorry. I shouldn't have done it."
"Look, just shut up for a second please?" I waited and he didn't say anything. "Alright, the way I see it, you can lay there and be miserable or you can get over it like I have. I'll just take it as a compliment that I can make your blood rush despite being your sister. It's like Eli said to me—I'm your sister, but I'm pretty and we have an unconventional family. It doesn't have to be this big thing."
"I don't want to fuck you, Holly Elizabeth." His voice sounded irritated.
I paused for a second, thoroughly confused. "Oh... Kay. Well then I read thatcompletely wrong. Looks like we really can go to sleep and not worry about anything."
"I would never use a woman like that."
I ran a hand down my face. "Alex, I feel like you're bipolar or some shit. Are we moving past this or not? I'd like to just figure this out so I can sleep peacefully and you can go find some pretty girl."
"Go to sleep. It's fine, just stop pushing me and telling me I'm lonely."
I stared at his outline for a solid minute before moving to lay back down, this time with my head on his chest. "Maybe we should go home tomorrow so you aren't bothered so much."
"Just keep your clothes on and I'll be just fine, Holly."
"What's that mean?" I shut my eyes and pulled his arm around me.
"I'll send JT to kill spiders next time." I blushed in the dark and tensed up. "I'm sure it won't happen again. Chill out." His thumb brushed my hip bone to calm me and I felt that fuzzy feeling in my stomach again.
"Don't let JT around me. I'd rather you see me naked than him."
"You're not as intimidating."
"You said that the other day. What makes JT so scary?"
"The fact that he's not afraid to beat me and handle me like a piece of meat."
"Maybe I should have punished you more."
"Probably wouldn't have helped. If we're being open here, spanking just reinforces my want to do it again, not stop."
"Okay, let's not be open." I smiled into the dark. "You'd better not be finding this amusing."
"Never. Now, can I go to sleep?"
"Sure. Goodnight, Holly."
"Thanks for that last night," I told Eli as I lay down with my head on his stomach. We had gone down to the beach to swim again and Eli and I had tired before the other two.
"I say the same things to you when you forget."
"Still. Talking like that to Alex when you're older like JT is different. It's understandable to see people do it to their parents, but he's our guardian and brother so it's like a double punch." I paused for a moment to decide whether I'd tell him or not. "Alex told me to quit bothering him about being lonely. Maybe we should try to set him up in a non-set up way."
"Like with who?"
"I have no idea." I sighed and felt Eli brush the drying strands of hair out of my face. "What kind of girls do you think he likes?"
"Probably skinny blondes like every other red-blooded twenty-three-year-old male around here."
Fantastic, I thought to myself. "What about the lady who works at the grocery store? She's skinny and blonde. She's nice, too."
"She's also incredibly dim."
"Eli!" I slapped the leg closest to me.
"It's true. I almost asked her out once, but when I started to talk to her it started to show how stupid she was."
"She's like four years older than you, Eli. You shouldn't be dating that much older anyways."
"Thanks, Holly. Want me to jump back on that you shouldn't be dating anyone train?"
"No, I'm good. But really, maybe he'll be so lonely that seeing her will help him get back in the game again. At least he can get a good fuck out of it if he feels so inclined."
"How about you set it up and let me watch how well it goes over."
"Thanks for the vote of confidence."
That night as I got out of the tent with fresh clothes and soap I looked over at Alex before turning to Eli. "Hey, will you come kill spiders for me?"
JT and Eli both looked at me and then Alex. "Sure." He slowly got up and followed me to the building. "You can use the women's if you want."
"There's actually more spiders in there, so I'd rather not." I stepped behind him and pushed him towards the men's room door. "Go kill them and then I'll come in. Here," I handed him my flip flop and he did as I said. A couple minutes later he handed me back my flip flop and stepped back so I could come in. "Thanks, so here," I handed him my clean clothes and towel, "stay close and watch the door in case more spiders come to attack me like the other day." He smiled and I frowned. "Don't even think about chasing one towards me or I will turn into the mean older sister."
I quickly undressed and surveyed the shower before getting in, happy there seemed to be no spiders in sight. I stepped back from the water, closed my eyes and started lathering the soap in my hair when I felt a crawling on my back and screamed. "Eli!" I ripped back the curtain as he ripped the outer one open and I quickly turned my back to him. "Kill it!"
"Shit." I heard my flip flop scrape the floor as he picked it up and jumped as it slid quickly over my skin. A second later he smacked it as he fell to the floor. "You good now?"
"Yes, thank you." I pulled the curtain back behind me and heard him pull the other closed, too. I tried to keep my eyes open as much as possible as I finished my shower so as not to back into another spider dangling from the ceiling.
After I'd changed and grabbed my stuff, Eli wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "You good?"
"Yeah, thanks for not killing it on my back."
He laughed and let go of me. "I figured you'd have smacked me if I put spider guts all over you."
"You're right." JT and Alex looked at us as we came back. "I think we should bring spider killer next time we come."
Alex cracked a grin at that and watched Eli cautiously. "One try to get you again?"
"It was crawling on my back."
His smile slipped a little and he looked back at me. "Did it bite you?"
That hadn't occurred to me and I stood up, turning my back to them and lifting up my shirt. "Is there a bite?" I flinched at the hand on my spine.
"There are two little dots that could be a spider bite, or just random scratches you got in the sand earlier," JT told me and removed his hand. "I'll go get the alcohol just in case." He walked off and I turned around as I lowered my shirt. Alex was looking intently at Eli who was watching the fire.
"Please stop staring at me," Eli told us both and looked up, meeting each of our eyes in turn.
"Sorry," I murmured and dropped into the chair beside him. I looked across to Alex, but dropped my gaze as a question registered in his.
"He saw you naked."
We had just lain down and I felt the rumble of his voice through my cheek on his chest. "You saw me naked. Your point?" He didn't say anything, just tightened his arm around me, fingers pressing into my hip. I got the feeling he was being possessive.
"He say anything about it?"
"Of course not. Eli doesn't see me as anything but a sister. You didn't even say anything when it happened."
"You're beautiful," he murmured and I felt him move to press a kiss to my head.
"Alex, go to sleep." He didn't say anything more even though I knew we both lay there awake a long while after.
We got back home the next day in time for lunch, which was spaghetti again—one of the main things we ate since it was the best thing Alex could make. "Your birthday party is Sunday," Drew told me as he walked into the dining room with a plate of food. He took the seat to the side of me Eli wasn't already occupying.
I looked over at Alex who smiled at me. "And you can have one drink. I'll make it."
"Anything I want?"
"Anything you want, except for I choose the amount of liquor in it."
My smile dropped slightly. "Well awesome. I have to tell Amy."
"Amy already knows," Drew said after he'd swallowed. I looked over at him and he smiled. "Guest list has already been contacted. Your brother had me take care of everything while you were gone."
"Did he take care of inviting plenty of single guys?" I asked hopefully.
"Not a chance, Holly," JT said. "Only people we know and trust."
"Watch your language," Alex said automatically and we all continued on with our meal.
"This is the one," I said to Amy as I exited the dressing room. She looked up from the mirror she'd been looking in to check out the dress she'd tried on for the party.
"Your brothers will kill you."
I stepped up to the other set of mirrors and turned slowly, checking it out from every angle. "I like it. It's short, but doesn't show my ass unless I bend over. It shows just a slight bit of cleavage. And oh yeah, I'm loving the fantasies this zipper brings to mind," I told her, picking up the end of the zipper that ended in between my breasts. It went all the way down to the bottom, and that was how you got in and out of it.
"Kill you," she emphasized, but smiled at me anyways. "You look beautiful though. If that's what you want, then okay." Her present to me was an outfit for the party.
"For real though," I turned to face her. "What do you think they'll say? There will be people all around us. It's not like they can yell at me or spank me like JT has taken to."
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"Hold up," she looked like she was holding back a laugh. "He spanks you?"
"Shut up, Amy. I like that dress. Is that the one for you?"
She twirled in it. "Think Steven will like it?"
"He's coming to the party?"
"Yup. Drew said I could have a plus one."
"Then yes, I think he'll like it. Even better if you don't wear a bra and he can see everything from the side," I said, my gaze dropping down to the low V-neck.
"I like your ideas," she laughed and turned around. "Unzip me. I'm not even sure how I got it zipped myself."
I grinned. "Think I could borrow that line?"
"Oh shit," Drew said as I opened my door. He'd come up to get me to go down to the party. It wasn't a surprise, but the decorations and such were to be kept secret until now apparently. "Alex is going to kill me if you go down there like that."
I smiled. "Unless you plan to undress me and pick out something else for me to wear, I'm keeping this on." He swallowed and I laughed. "Come on, Drew. Lighten up. It's my party and they're all here. Why would this be such a big problem?" I took his arm and leaned up to kiss his cheek before tugging him down the hall.
Eli was standing by the back door as we walked up and a grin split his face as he knew what I was trying to do. "Alex is going to sick JT on you."
"Most likely. Oh well." I opened the door and stepped out to tons of people milling around. I was instantly blasted with "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" I laughed and walked out more. I was on my way to Amy when someone gripped my upper arm. "JT?" I asked as I turned.
"Go upstairs and change." Alex's eyes were molten as he looked at me, but other than that kept the danger out of his face to not worry the people around us.
"No. Come on, I'm not hurting anyone." He dropped his hand and another took its place. "JT, let me go."
"Take her up and make her change," Alex told him and I was pulled away. Not wanting to look like the bratty little girl who threw fits still, I allowed him to lead me away, knowing I wasn't going to change anyways.
"You are always pushing it, little girl," he told me as he pushed me into my room and shut the door. "Change."
I sat down on my bed. "Nah, I'm good."
"Holly, you had better change right now or I will change you myself."
I grinned and lay back on my bed. "Promises, promises, JT."
The door opened and he took hold of my hand, jerking me upright. "One last chance." His frustration showed on his face and made me want to laugh.
"Seriously, JT, like you'd really do that."
He kicked my door shut and pulled me to stand. Before I could stop him, he'd pulled the zipper down and it had fallen to the floor. My eyes widened just as his did. He grasped my arm and pushed me face forward onto the bed. His hand started coming down on my ass hard and I couldn't even count how many times it happened. He finally stopped and I reached up and grabbed a pillow to cover my front before turning over.
"Don't think that's all you get, little girl. As soon as I tell Alex you were naked underneath that dress he's going to warm your ass more." His jaw was tense and his breathing was a little off as I looked up at him.
My ass stung where I sat, but I hadn't lied when I'd told Alex it didn't reinforce rules for me. "JT, spankings don't scare me. Seriously, you're kind of amusing me right now."
"Amusing?" his voice held anger this time and not frustration.
"Well, here's this tough guy everyone else sees getting all worked up about a girl being naked underneath her dress. Normally, this would turn you on, but since I'm your sister, you've decided to switch back to your hypocrisy. Also, you hit like a girl." I smiled as his hands tightened, knowing he'd never really hit me, but loving to get him worked up.
"Get dressed. Now."
I leaned over and picked up my black dress where it had fallen. "Will do."
"You're not wearing that." He took it from me. "And you're going to wear underwear this time."
"Underwear... I'm sure I could walk down there like that. Maybe I'd finally get Drew to jump my bones."
"Holly, I am not kidding!" He leaned forward and took my chin in his hand. "If you are not changed in five minutes, I will have Alex up here and have him deal with you."
"I'm not changing."
He clenched his teeth and let me go, disappearing behind my door. I heard his footsteps on the stairs and quickly put my dress back on. I had gotten to the back door just as Alex opened it and walked in. I smiled innocently at him. "Thanks for the party, Alex. You're an amazing brother."
His face showed every bit of his dissatisfaction as he took my arm and drug me up the stairs like JT had. "Déjà vu much?" I said to him in a conversational tone. He pushed me into my room and shut the door behind us.
"If I ask you to take that off right now, are you really not wearing underwear?"
"Well, you're not going to ask because you're a gentleman, right? So I guess there's nothing for me to worry about." I sat down on my bed and smiled up at him.
"Holly, I'm not kidding. Stand back up." I did as he said. "Take it off."
"Seriously? No. And I'm going to wear it back down there because it's my birthday and I want to feel sexy. So if you wouldn't mind stepping away from the door..." I stepped to the side of him and he pulled me back into his chest, roughly pulling down the zipper just as JT had. "See, I can explain that."
"You are naked underneath that dress, Holly. You can't explain that at all. We talked about this." He jerked down my dress and pulled me towards my closet. He pulled out a colored tank top and a pair of my jeans before pulling me along to my dresser. He pulled a pair of panties out and a bra as I blushed at him looking at my undergarments before he pressed everything into my arms. "Change. Now."
I turned my back to him and did as he said, kind of worried at what he might do if I didn't. I put my underwear on first and after I'd pulled on my shirt, he pushed my upper body forward. He took a firm hold around my hips before he started laying his hand onto my ass hard multiple times. "Fuck, Alex, stop it," I groaned, yelping as he punctuated with the hardest slap yet.
"You need to straighten up," he told me before leaning me back up right. "And how does it feel to know that now all three of your brothers have seen you naked because of you trying to strut around like a whore."
I pushed him away from me. "Don't call me a whore, Alex." I slipped off my heels and pulled on my jeans facing away from him. "JT wouldn't have seen me naked if you had just dealt with me yourself."
"I don't like to put myself in that position, Holly, and you know it."
I turned towards him as I buttoned my jeans. "Because you want to fuck my brains out. Right about now I'd probably let you since you're all so freaking psychotic about what I wear, forget about letting me date."
He shut his eyes and pressed a finger to the bridge of his nose. "Holly, you test my patience sometimes."
"Want to take it out on my ass again? One condition, find me a man to take my frustration out after." I knew I was being awful, but I really liked that dress.
"Holly, go back to the party," was all he said and walked out of my room to his.
I danced with Amy as the night came to an end and Steven had left. There were only about ten people left besides us and my brothers. A tap came on my shoulder as the song ended and I turned with a laugh on my lips from Amy's joke.
"I got the memo a little late, but I wanted to wish you a happy birthday and wondered if I could have a dance." Michael smiled at me as my own smile turn nervous as I looked around for my brothers. They didn't seem to be in sight though, so I stepped towards him and took him up on the offer. I felt a hand on my back a minute later and turned my head to see Drew dancing with Amy.
"Your brothers are going to kill him, Holly." Michael heard him and pulled me close.
"Give me a warning if they head for us?"
I smiled and pulled back. "Just don't get handsy and maybe they won't say anything."
"I think I already ruined that chance." His eyes focused behind me and I took a deep breath before turning to see Alex coming towards us. I caught sight of the drink in his hand and smiled.
"Thanks." I accepted the drink and stepped back from in front of Michael. "Alex, this is Michael; Michael, my brother Alex." They clasped hands and Alex met his eyes for a moment before letting go.
"We're clearing everyone out in an hour so we can have...'family time'," he told me and turned away, heading towards where JT was standing with his arms crossed and Eli sat with a half-smile on his face as he saw me looking at him.
"Well, that wasn't so bad," Michael said, putting his hands on my hips.
"Odd, huh?" I turned back towards him, took a drink of the pink mixed drink before setting it down on a table nearby. "How about we dance until they kick everyone out," I suggested, pulling his arms back around me and starting to feel the beat again.
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